Ok, for real here. this is VERY hardcore. its VERY NSFW or for people with weak stomachs.
again, NSFW NSFE NSFW NSFW NSFW
it was a bit much for me, and i go looking for gross stuff...

its a new interview up on BME


http://modblog.bmezine.com/2008/02/27/wandalaput-interview-posted/

like a train wreck I had to look....

I'm surprised.

Mostly, by your reaction, I didn't think it was THAT bad. Unexpected, yes, and I can't say I think it's entirely 'normal' for him to think/behave in that manner, but what is normal?
The repetition of "I am a real crap" did make me think it was a spoof though. Is it definitely real?

they say it is. maybe because i just ate, but it made my stomach flippy.

the only way to turn my stomach is to move my plate behind me......

I'm actually humored by this.

I laughed.

nice one!

you know what bothers me alot about these kinda things, like this guy and the 2 girls 1 cup is that they are human beings. someone somewhere needs to tell them its not right and to help them have some pride in themself and some dignity. its just so sad actually....and ****in' gross.

That.

I started to laugh, but then I was struck by the depravity of it all.

There is seriously something wrong with this man that he gets off on such extreme forms of degradation.

Don't confuse that with me saying "it's not normal". It is a good thing to question what normal is, but this is not only "not normal", this is a subset of not normal. I worry about him actually getting AIDS and before he gets tested to confirm, passing it on to someone who is unawares.

I guess, though.. how to we determine what's right?

Sure, it's ****ed up and seriously twisted, at least in my opinion, and clearly yours as well. But if this is REALLY what makes them feel good about themselves and provides them some sort of happiness, who are we to tell them otherwise?

Just as it's no one's business to tell us the err in our ways, the same goes here - we may not agree or like it, but it isn't forced upon us to see. Live and let live (or die, in some cases) - is what I say.

I'm a pretty kinky dude, or at least, that's what everyone tells me...I gotta ask, whatever happened to "Safe, sane, and consensual?"

it walked out the door with personal responsibility.

I think English is his 2nd language and that it indeed is real. Concerning, but real.

Shocked


& Disgusted

Where do you draw the line with anything? I'm not saying that he has no right to do what he wants, I'm just making the statement that I think he's depraved.

Now, I'm sure this will get picked apart until the cows come home, but this is my theory. I think that what he's doing is no different that what causes people to cut themselves or try and commit suicide. He has some thing inside of him that is buried so deep that he needs an outlet for it, and his sexuality is it. It's just he's chosen to express it in such a foreign way that I think people who read this are confusing sexuality with mental illness.

I don't think that what he's doing has anything to do with sex, it has to do with identity and power and punishment. Now, there are ways to explore those concepts through "normal" sexuality, but when that is the entire basis for your "sexual" drive, it becomes apparent to me that this has nothing to do with his sexual gratification.

That, plus this guy needs to go on Fear Factor. If you can eat old jism out of a stranger's condom, you can eat anything.

Oh, plus!

He's an attention whore. If he *really* wanted to get AIDS, he could in an instant. This is like people who repeatedly talk about suicide, but never make an attempt. It's not that they want to die, it's a cry for help.

im glad you pointed that out phal, if he wanted aids, he could have had it long before now.

unless there is some devine power with a sick sense of humour out there. "that guy gave a blow job once to a guy he trusted, lets give him aids...this guy wants it and injects himself with strangers spunk....lets keep him clean for life!!"

meanwhile i quite happily munched a bar of chocolate while reading over it. it seems i am just not shocked by much any more.

Shock and Disgust sounds like the latest war plan from Rumsfeld.

I want to make an omnomnomnom of this dude.

No, hon, that's just wrong.

Yeah Ryan I'm with you, I'm just not that shocked by much anymore.

He is depraved I suppose, but like Josho said, if this is what really makes him happy then it's OK, right? Part of me thought his thing about shoes was quite sweet.

Bash, did you read the comments? Someone said pretty much the same thing about 'safe, sane and consensual'.

No, I didn't, but that's in common usage in the BDSM community.

Yeah that's what they were saying. It's not something I've heard before (obviously, not being a member of the BDSM community) just thought it was interesting that it was brought up on two separate occasions.

Although I guess you could argue the 'sane' part. Who's to say he's not sane?

He's not sane. Wishing to be infected with a virus that will end up killing you is just another form of suicide.

To add- i have nothing against BDSM. I don;t understand a lot of it, but I have nothing against it. Sexuality is a weird, wonderful, and complex thing.

I just don't think this guy is doing it for his sexuality. I think the sexual aspect is just a front for some deep, disturbed crap.

Here's my measure. If I had kid(s), I would not let this dude watch them alone.

I really don't mean to be dense, but isn't it true that the virus just obliterates your immune system and you end up dying from something like the cold virus? (Just for my info or lackthereof)

Oh and I agree with Basharoonie, no om nom. please. seriously, don't.

Yes, Cicely- you are correct. But none of that would happen if you didn't have the virus.

It called Bug chasing. Apparently it's common among certain parts of the gay community. I've read some journal articles characterizing the phenomena.

ETA:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bugchasing_and_giftgiving
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/opinion/main.jhtml?xml=/opinion/2006/01/15/do1507.xml

Ok guys. The following is a picture of a woman in India in the last stages of AIDS. I dare any of you who think this dude is sane to look at this picture and tell me why any sane person would want to do this to themselves.

While the photo is not "graphic" in the sense that there is no blood, she is skeletal and the picture may be disturbing.

http://news.softpedia.com/newsImage/HIV-and-AIDS-Explained-to-You-2.jpg

Here is a doctor evaluating a patient with late stage AIDS- Again, the patient is skeletal.
http://images.google.com/imgres?imgurl=h...ficial%26sa%3DN

This is the most graphic picture of the three. It shows a close up of the ribcage of a deceased AIDS patient. He is emaciated. This pic is disturbing.
http://www.aids-info.ch/bilder/schule_aids/jpg_bilder/koch19.jpg

This is no different than a prolonged suicide. It is not "normal" and it is depraved.

I too worry that he will pass it on to some unsuspecting person.