Joe and I are finally out on our own again!! We lived with the parents for 1 year and couldn't take it anymore. So we live in a 1 bdrm apt, all hardwood floors, new-ish kitchen....and its ours...well in the renting kindof way.

Anyways so all is going well..we've been here for 2 days. Its so nice to be able to do what we want when we want. We're no longer confined to one room...its SCHAWEET!

Anywho just wanted to update all of the readers I don't have.

School starts on Thursday.. **Sigh** in the mean time I'm gonna go eat a cupcake..

(I just typed a huge blog about our wedding day only to have my comp. freeze as soon as it was done!)

Aug 30/2003-- The day Joe and I met.

While searching google I found this:

http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1126/890683218_7d128cd51d_o.jpg

I'm in love..and Joe likes it too!!! So this will be similar to the cake we make.. YUMMY!

Pink and brown will be our colors...(which is what I always wanted... and now Joe seems to be on board with the idea as well)!

So you probably have seen my post on the off topic forum!! I finally get to plan my wedding!

Heres the reception place : http://imageupper.com/i/?S0700010080011R2103542551574567

We are looking at this one because it fits our price range and they will let us do our own buffet...I want to use pink as one of my colors too so I think the pink in the picture looks good!

I don't have an actual photo of my engagement ring, but i'll get one from the website (i'm just to lazy to upload the picture from my camera..)

http://imageupper.com/i/?S0800010090011V2103545621576371

I think the title says it all...

My A&P exam was today, didn't think it'd be too bad..I usually do pretty well in that class (had a 90% last semester) anywho..the exam was brutal! And worth 40%

So i'm studying for psych now..which I need to pass or else I don't get to go on to second year...

SCREAM

This week is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo crazy! I had a project/midterm tuesday, midterm today, test tomorrow/project, and a lab exam friday! I have yet to study for the lab exam..and I'm still not ready for the test tomorrow..I feel like crying and screaming!

I find myself every now and then laying in bed trying to fall asleep, but I am kept awake by thoughts of my father. No specific memories, but thoughts of how much I miss him. I try to hold back the tears because I know if I cry, my sleep for the night will be ruined.

I am so incredibly frustrated with people right now...

I am in a group for a project..which is due next week. We said that we would get together on Sunday but no one specified a time when we had said this. On Friday one of my group members and I decided that we would go to the Sunday lab for anatomy before our group meeting (assuming it was going to be around supper time when we were going to meet the group..no one had told us any different). Well our other group member said that we couldn't and that we had our group meeting to go to..

Well I went back to clinical today... I was off because of march break so it has been 2 wks since I have been there. The instructor wasn't sure if we would be going today because the nursing home we are placed at is closed to the public due to the outbreak of influenza on all the units. I was a little worried about going because I wasn't really sure what influenza involved..but of the strains that are in the nursing home it is mostly affecting upper respiratory tract...(I thought it involved vomiting and the shits..)

YaY! I got my drivers permit today!!!! I'm so excited/scared to drive....and I have no one to take me right now..and I really really really want to drive..

I have really bad depth perception if thats what its called....so that worries me...though mom says it will get better once i get driving...and my sister says "be prepared to get in an accident"..:S lol.

Anyways .. hopefully all goes well..